[ everything behind me seems so insignificant / lost in my confusion ]
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[ there are some things in this world you rely on, like a sure bet. and when they let you down, shifting from where you've carefully placed them, it shakes your faith, right where you stand. - "someone like you"]
roll on floor laughing
highly amused. sent david this message earlier in the day, and inside this message was this line, "later i own you." he replied something like it's a little extreme. didnt realise my mistake even then cuz too stoned on the bus. (2 bloody hours is long) i meant to say owe him, not own. haha. he must have thought what a person i was. haha. nah. i'll never own anyone. it's against human rights.
=p
*-i should brush up on my english. hee.-*
JoC was confused at 7:52 PM
vjc and acjc
highlight of my day: i finally saw COLFLESH in person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my!!!!!!!! he's even cuter in person than in the yearbook. he's even cuter than matt. and if you have heard me gush about matt before, you would know this guy is really darn cute. i mean really really darn cute.
haha. ok. besides the gushing part, vjc open house was great! xy brought us around. i like the feel of the school. the people are really friendly and oh-so-nice. and yes, they are very enthu! once the music came on, all of them rushed to the middle to do their mass dance. if you see that happening at my school, you must be at the wrong school. haha. tried flying fox today too. very cool! think i will join outdoor activity club. seems fun. and it isnt that far from home. maybe an hour like that? yup. saw pau, david, yq and a few of my sch people.
took 2 hours to get to acjc, so by the time i reached there, the thing was over. but all was worth it, cuz i saw COLFLESH! hee. didnt even know it was him at first till pau told me. both of us are like a little mad after that. haha. then i saw this cute tennis player too. hmmm. a pity i didnt get to know the school instead though. haha. but dont think i'll choose it. the guys would pose too much a distraction to me. hee.
went for dinner with pau after acjc. stayed there for just 15 mins maybe? ya.
at the end of the day: still think i would put sajc. appealing is too troublesome. and sajc is still nearer. i'll see after sajc open house.
=)
*-COLFLESH!!!-*
JoC was confused at 7:47 PM
jc open houses
going for vjc and acjc open house tomorrow. sajc next sat. i wonder if there would be a change of mind on my part.
mum thinks i should go acjc. guess how she came to that conclusion. it's not difficult to guess at all. cant guess? well she heard it from an auntie. yes. an auntie whose daughter came from acjc. right. i dont think i should listen to that suggestion. but i will still go check out that school myself. maybe there's something that would interest me? (besides the fact that some of the better-looking guys i have seen come from that school. haha.)
bro thinks i should try for vjc if i want. afterall, he got into sajc with not so good points too, showing the points the schools say they want from you might not be what you must have to get in. i think it really depends on the demand. and the demand for sajc is very high this year. so putting sajc for 2nd choice would lower my chances of getting in. do i forsake my dream school for a school that can give me a better education, assuming that i'm able to get in?
i hate making choices. i always regret the choices i make.
=(
JoC was confused at 10:58 PM
something written by goty
here's something goty wrote that i found very nice. very true. very reflective. hope she doesnt mind me posting it here.
Walking into school, seeing the raindrops fall silently on the courts, the rain dissipates into nothingness. Imagine, at that split second, when liquid touches hard ground, the many directions that tiny droplet of crystal becomes many, many small and varied ones, then many to nothingness. The sweet smell of earth and dew intoxicates me. It is the rainy season once again, pity how it is winter in some less temperate climates. November beckons once more. How silently time has flitted away, year after year. All too soon, I would lose my safe and secure haven, veturing into something new. I hope I do not get ostracized. When actually, in fact, I do not even know where to I may go now. Time flys away on an Angel called Sunshine. I do not want to lose all too soon this present state of equilibrium, not peace, just equilibrium. I cannot help but think about death, about my end, about my parents'. Time is pacing far too quickly for my liking. I hate this change. It anticipates to a lesser extent hope and a farther extent fear. I always want, though, to remain a 16 year old girl, sheltered by the ways of the hypocritcial adult world.
though i think, even before i was 16, i was already exposed to the hypocriticial world. i'm one too, why wouldnt i know? there's hardly no one i know who aint hypocriticial if i think about it. yep.
=S
JoC was confused at 10:48 PM
ENTIRE DAY
spent the entire day today packing my worksheets. the first time i actually packed my file without the teacher requiring too. haha. and i never knew there's so many worksheets. the files stacked together would have formed a hill. i'm not kidding. the worksheets are almost bursting from the files and what's so amazing about this is that i actually already separated the exam papers from the normal lessons stuff. i hope i actually do use those stuffs to study.
spent friday night relocating my OM photos into my new album. i dont know why i suddenly decided to do that when i have been delaying that for ages. i'm proud of the outcome though. whoever comes to my home next time, must ask to see it!!! haha...
oh man. i'm so so so so damn slack. someone just shoot me. i deserve to suffer.
=|
JoC was confused at 11:26 PM
