[ everything behind me seems so insignificant / lost in my confusion ]
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[ there are some things in this world you rely on, like a sure bet. and when they let you down, shifting from where you've carefully placed them, it shakes your faith, right where you stand. - "someone like you"]
i dont understand
i dont understand some things myself, so i wont expect others to understand either. but i wished i understood. it's better than constantly wondering why is it like this. i look at others, wondering why things are so clear to them. and then i wonder why i can be more affected by reel life than by real life. it's weird.
there are things i cant tell anymore. there are so many times i wished that ability would come back. cuz somehow i lost it while being busy with getting on with life. i left it behind without knowing it. i was too absorbed with moving on. now i look back and i realise i dont know where i left it.
i would have fared better in reel life. i cant deal with real life.
=o
JoC was confused at 5:43 PM
juz some crap
what i dreamt about in the night:
- obstruction (rather funny)
- lost love (about a ayumi-lookalike. haha.)
- changes (about c-box)
- undecisiveness (me)
oh yes. saw salleh yesterday. really a coincidence cuz i saw him on the way to school, and on the way home.
why izzit always that when you havent seen someone for a long time, that person will suddenly appear more than once in a day, and then disappear again?
no mood for long crap today. missed charmed yesterday. damn.
=|
JoC was confused at 11:46 AM
