[ everything behind me seems so insignificant / lost in my confusion ]
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[ there are some things in this world you rely on, like a sure bet. and when they let you down, shifting from where you've carefully placed them, it shakes your faith, right where you stand. - "someone like you"]
impression
it's hard to like someone or even think good things about that someone when you already have a bad impression of him/her. (be it from the past or from words of others) even if that person has changed.
or maybe it's just me. whatever. it doesnt really matter.
=S
JoC was confused at 7:01 PM
invigilators
since o's is almost over for me, i shall recall the invigilators that had taken me for the past 2.5 weeks. there's the good and the bad that left an impression.
the list of nice invigilators
1) A sweet-looking invigilator. really nice to us. asked us to take care of ourselves cuz she realised alot of us were falling sick. when she took us again another time, she asked us to hang in there and have fun during the weekends.
2) A rather good-looking and tall invigilator. he bothered to go see what was making the noise outside the window. he also had the patience to wait for GO to finish writing her names on all the paper and tying them up. a plus point is that he is good looking. haha.
3) Wearing black plastic-rim spectacles. She is the only one who had the "foresight" to collect both the answer scripts and question papers at the same time. and she also told us, "write your last sentences girls" so you knew you had only a few minutes left. it's better than those who just said, "pen down. no pens in your hands." she likes to stand at the back of the class though. rather distrating.
4) a rather plump lady. She had a sense of humour. friendly.
5) a chinese lady. (cant remember how she looked like) she allowed us to study for a while before asking us to return to the classroom.
list of mean/bad invigilators
1) An indian lady. she was so strict that she didnt even allow us to write our names before the paper started. eveyone who held the pens in their hand and attempted to write were scolded. scary.
2) *cant remember how this lady looked like* After the time was up, i asked her if i could write my name. guess what she told me? she said, "hurry up. i'm tired." right. i'm sure sitting down looking at students rushing through the papers like hell is very tiring. poor thing. the students aint tired you see.
3) another indian lady. she kept walking up and down that i got irritated. so distracting.
i hope i get a nice invigilator tomorrow. like gil said, you would want to end your exams with a nice mood. and a nice invigilator will not spoil your mood.
=)
JoC was confused at 6:16 PM
good mood
i think this is the first time i'm home so early from studying. haha. shall continue studying at night. must pull grade for paper two up with paper one. sighz. paper two was bad.
anyway, i think gil is so cute. haha. always so hyper and loud. when i told her i was willing to pay $20-$30 for lunch, her answer was so funny. it's people like her that make school fun. actually, i think my group of friends all very fun-loving. hee.
cant wait for tomorrow. lalala. time to have fun after all the studying! and yes, to set another milestone. hee. should it be right or left? hmm... shall decide tomorrow. GOTY! you must set that milestone too ok? haha...
tomorrow to celebrate, i must:
1) eat good stuff
2) take neoprints with "meaningful" words
3) set that milestone
4) watch movie
5) buy anklet
hmmm. that should be it for the time being. i hope i have enough money to last me till school reopens. still got presents to buy, prom stuff to buy, movies to watch, and food to eat. oh ya, still have to pay HL for the hotel. yikes. must try to spend as little money as possible each time i go out. tomorrow exception though. tomorrow is break-jail day. haha.
=D
JoC was confused at 5:50 PM
friendster
since surfing blogs aint fun anymore, i went surfing on friendster. considering the fact that you only get links to people whom you know or whom others who are linked to you knows, i found quite a number of people. this just goes to show how small this world is. or at least singapore.
let's see who i found: KB, S, TS, Shuan, pk... those are the ones that left an impression. and get this, friends say KB is a lady's guy and who's a hunk. almost laughed my head off. haha. if you look at kb, i dont think any of that would come to your mind. ok ok. i'm just being mean now. i dont even know him personally. on a nicer note, from testimonials, i think actually ky and kb are rather alike. though i think ky would object violently. haha.
oh ya, irene! i opened a new account at friendster just to try pretendster. it's quite dumb leh. basically you are just adding people you dont know and who are so much older to your links so that you wont look pathetic. and you get to sign into those fake friends' account and write your own testimonials. interesting yet dumb. haha. if you wanna try, can use "iamtryingsohard@hotmail.com". the password is "jessica". it's a rubbish account. haha.
now that exams are almost over, entries are coming!! heehee.
=)
JoC was confused at 6:02 PM
behind blue eyes
by Limp Bizkit
no one knows what it’s like
to be the bad man
to be the sad man
behind blue eyes
and no one knows
what it’s like to be hated
to be faded to telling only lies
chorus
but my dreams they aren’t as empty
as my conscious seems to be
i have hours, only lonely
my love is vengeance
that’s never free
no one knows what its like
to feel these feelings
like i do, and i blame you!
no one bites back as hard
on their anger
none of my pain woe
can show through
chorus
discover l.i.m.p. say it (x4)
no one knows what its like
to be mistreated, to be defeated
behind blue eyes
no one know how to say
that they’re sorry and don’t worry
i’m not telling lies
chorus
no one knows what its like
to be the bad man, to be the sad man
behind blue eyes.
=(
JoC was confused at 4:14 PM
5353
make a guess what those four numner stands. it's always used by my sis in her username. cant guess? well, 5 stands for the number of people in the family. what about 3??? umm... that would be her, my mum and my dad. somehow i'm amused. she makes me and my brother look as if we are the one barging into her life with our parents, and not the other way round. (i think this isnt the first time i'm mentioning that she's possessive over my parents right?) oh well, there's some good not being the youngest anyway. at least mum has to look after her, leaving her less time to hold the reins on me.
life as the youngest was fun i guess. i cant remember much of it though. i only had 6 years to enjoy it. the 6 years where i could barely put my memory to good use. but looking at photos taken in the past, it didnt look too bad. in fact, i rather things go back to the way they were. not really the people, just the things would do. back to the time when photos were always yellowish; when people wore funny looking clothes cuz it's the fashion then; when 605 was known as 5; when we always went out on weekends; when trips to the zoo were common; when my sis couldnt talk so much. (sorry. but she can get really irritating.)
dont get me wrong. the modern world with the modern technology is great. but sometimes the simplest things are the best things.
=|
*-sometimes all you want is something simple. but the only thing someone throws you is something complicated. and all he says is, "take is or leave it." what would you choose?-*
JoC was confused at 4:12 PM
