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[ there are some things in this world you rely on, like a sure bet. and when they let you down, shifting from where you've carefully placed them, it shakes your faith, right where you stand. - "someone like you"]
PAE
woke up early to register before heading to Bugis to meet gil, hl, ys, jn and lulu. didnt really put much thought about what to put. was deciding the choices i should put while watching tv. so much for concentrating and thinking carefully. cant decide if i wanted to do science or arts, so ended up putting both. and now i sort of regret putting arts. lit for another 2 yrs??? and geography at JC level???? what was i thinking??? oh well, it's all too late. registration closed at 4pm today. hope what my bro said is true. he said i'm sure to get into my first choice since he got in with 17 points. but still, that's like years ago. oh ya, havent told mum the choices i made. maybe later.
and i realised none of my friends from class put SAJC as first choice. hmm... or maybe GO did. but even YS and lulu put acjc first.
bro said cca not important at sajc, that people are more interested in studying. he sure wasnt one of them i guess. i hardly see him study throughout my entire life. haha. he sat beside me while i was registering. he can be quite nice when he wants.
please, please, let me get into a science stream...
=S
*-i wonder if gil and co found a dress yet. when i left, only hl found hers. haha. she kept asking if it's retro not.-*
JoC was confused at 8:38 PM
jail sentence
somehow i felt like i was awaiting a jail sentence, that i was walking to the judge who was going to condemn me. but i knew it was just me playing tricks on myself. that judge didnt exist. even if he did, he wasnt there to condemn me. but i still felt that way.
i'm my own enemy.
=S
JoC was confused at 9:50 PM
wishing stairs
hmm... i think all korean horror movies have something in common. they all like to have a long beginning before the ghosty parts begin. nice story line but not really scary. i think cuz the girl was chio and sweet looking. each time she appeared, only the face colour was eerie, the other features are normal. she also looked like the "my sassy girl" actress, and that girl was damn fierce in that show. haha. and i also spent most of the time thinking who the other girl looked like, only towards the end then i realised she looked like a Florence Chan.
seng was commenting on certain parts of the show too, like how the girl tripped and mis-counted the steps and the crazy girl taking too many pills so she was imagining stuff. i agree, but i think thinking too much about those stuff spoils the scary mood.
thinking about watching Ju-On 2 on 24th Dec midnight. must find someone's house to stay over first.
=|
JoC was confused at 9:44 PM
not great
exams are over. holidays are here. good? i had thought so. but erm, it's not looking so great now. something's missing. something very important. and for goodness sake, it doesnt start with a R in case you are getting the wrong idea. if you dont know what i mean, it's ok. you are not meant to get it. argh. hope things get better. maybe i'm reading too much into things.
and another problem just added on. i'm kinda freaking right now. pau would know why. ah... why now? why me? damn. make it go away. i dont want it. not now. i was hoping it passed. just keep running. dont stop!
sighz.
=(
JoC was confused at 10:26 PM
huh?
"bbq at 18 dec for 6a at around 5pm at bukit purmei... 7 bucks.. maybe before that we watch movie..."
ok. that was sent by seng just now. jasmine is quick. haha.
anyway the point of writing that is to point out the "interesting" fact that we can ask a whole bunch of people out for a special day even though we might not have been in contact for the past 4 years. it's funny to me. i mean we haven seen each other for the past 4 years, not to mention even talk, and now we are supposed to enjoy a bbq together? dont get me wrong. i'm not against it. in fact, i'm kinda looking forward to it. i'm just thinking how weird people relations are. it's the same as to when chalets take place too. i dont talk to sotong on normal days but when chalet comes, i actually do call him along. i have always wondered why. yes, these things are for people to get together to catch up on stuff, but erm dont think we do talk much do we?
argh. this entry is just crap.
=S
JoC was confused at 9:33 PM
neoprints
gil is into the craze of taking neoprints again. she's making us take neoprints each time we go out. not that i mind. taking neoprints can be fun, especially when the instructions are in jap and none of us can understand it. haha. we would end up making lots of noises and moving fractically.
today was rather embarrassing. tried the new machine. in uniform. didnt know what to do. rushed out when the screen said the "posing" was over to decorate the neoprint. waited for some time before some girl told us urgently to re-enter the machine to choose which we wanted. crap. we didnt even know it was chosen from the inside. got like 6 seconds to choose. i just clicked randomly. not bad actually. hee.
taking neoprints can be so fun. lalala.
oh and we sort of celebrated JN's birthday today. pretended we wanted to eat desert and bought her a cake with candle instead. she didnt realise anything suspicious. haha. i think we are subtle people. managed to fool HL and JN within a few days, and JN was just saying how blur HL was. haha. now to think how to celebrate gil's birthday. hmm. she's not easy to fool.
met JT on the bus today. talked a little. she was asking if there was chalet this year. sadly nope. so we came to the conclusion of having a class bbq. i pushed the organizing job to her. hee. lazy lahz. i hope people actually do turn up for it. haven seen so many of them for such a long time. only time will tell if it's successful.
only 3-4 days left to make my decision. damn.
oh yes. wanted to attend some award ceremony with GO today. but realised it's a semi-formal event, which means heels and skirts. erm. taking bus in skirt and heels? no thanks. so weird. anyway, how was it ah? was anyone well-known there?
might be getting a new phone tomorrow. shall see. dad already changed the plan for me. it's pod lite now. yea! can message more now without getting expensive bill. number remaining the same though.
shall try out the new sims later.
=)
JoC was confused at 9:24 PM
sleepover with omers
firstly i must say this: my mum finally let me stay over at a friend's house! yea!
the day started with me being late. but this time it wasnt exactly my fault. -right, shu?- haha. shu was making cookies for us the whole night, so she was late. i met her before meeting the others. her cookies were nice. GT joked that maybe some tai tai would taste it and asked shu for the recipe. haha.
went to seoul garden for lunch. we asked GT along too. Ms N was not free. sadz. sha didnt dare go near the grill (or whatever you call it) so we had to cook for her. or else she would just sit there and have nothing to eat. haha. tiff could cook nice tasting pepper beef. GT cant. shu could cook nice tasting chicken too. gil was good at cooking chilli prawns. i was good at eating. think i ate the most. wasnt really full even when we left. haha.
had a great time at seoul garden. GT was like the gossip king. he knew more about YQ than us and still wanted to hear more about her. we kidded that he was interested in her. haha. later i commented that we should stop using the full names of people we knew cuz it was quite dangerous. but GT kept saying the full name out on purpose and turning around to say sorry. (he was kidding that everyone in Seoul Garden knew yq) or saying that the manager would give us free meal just to get more info on yq. or that the waiters would linger round to hear about her info. so you could understand why we kidded that he was interested in her. and when we whispered cuz we didnt want him to hear, he would pretend to hear and go, "ya ya. i agree with that" and all those crap. find it amusing. haha. and in case you cant tell, GT is a teacher. yep. if only more teachers were like him. the school would be in chaos. heehee.
we talked about other stuffs too. hmm. GT was quite nice when he said next year would be different cuz we wouldn't be there anymore. if i ever go back to school next year, i guess he would be the main reason. just like how Ms G is the main reason i go back to rmps each year.
erm. our grill was so terrible that the waitress offered to change it for us. haha. i looked round and see other people cooking food that looked delicious, while ours were quite different. but they were still edible of cuz.
after lunch, we went BEST to look at tvs. GT didnt see one that he liked. we went seperate ways after that. we went to Far East to get our dog-tags done. while sha and i went to buy earrings, the others split up to search for it, only to realise it has closed down. took neoprints before deciding to get a team ring instead. it's nice. just a simple silver ring with engraving inside.
made our way to sha's house after that. we were almost collasping on the floor. too tired. went to a nearby food centre to buy food and then rent three videos before heading to her home. shu, sha and i went for a quick swim before dinner. the condo pool was beautiful yet scary at the same time. i wouldnt dare swim in it alone at night. the water was damn cold too.
watched "two weeks notice" and "bai nian hao he" while eating dinner and drinking cans after cans of green tea. (13 in total. and not everyone drank it.) they decided not to watch moulin rogue and chat instead. as we always do, we made plenty of noise. i was surprised that the neighbours didnt come knocking on the door to ask us to shut up. took photos too. played a little truth-or-dare. gossiped. talked about om stuffs. at one point i felt quite extra cuz i wasnt part of the old team. but what matters is i'm part of the team now right? yup.
through the long talk through the night, i realised how much we went through. though we aint close to the extent that we tell each other personal stuff, we did share a wonderful memory together. even if one day we lose contact, the memories would still stay.
i just love spending the whole night talking. people seem to be more willing to talk in the middle of the night. haha. sighz. too bad i couldnt get a chalet this year.
someone said we should do this every year. but it's kinda difficult isnt it? tiff's studying overseas. we would all be in different schools most likely such that it's easy to lose contact.
it's better to have something once than never having it ever.
=D
JoC was confused at 1:04 AM
end of o's!!!!
all papers finally over!!!!!!! hee. didnt really feel much actually. didnt have that "OH MY GOD! I'M FEEL" feeling. blah. was hoping i get that. haha.
anyway, i didnt catch a movie today. hmm. i was late for half an hour. as usual. haha. spent most of our time in Swenson's eating and talking. we were talking so loud that i think the other end of swenson's could hear us. basically we were trying to discuss our holiday plans, where to go and when. but we kept getting off track. ended up "comparing" views on a certain someone. came to the conclusion that almost the whole class didnt like her. and that me trying to be nice started the whole thing. erms. anyway, we finally settled on our plans. finally.
and something funny happened to lulu. haha. to her it's scary. but i think to us, it was amusing. shall not say what it was here. but just know it's amusing. haha.
yes. i set that milestone. it didnt "shock" me as much as the last time. it was much faster than the last time too. hmm. but it's starting to hurt now. ouch. hope it doesnt get infected.
took some neoprints. walked about. lulu got her prom dress. we bought hl her present. (she was so blur that she didnt realise we tricked her into not buying that bag so that we could buy it for her. haha.)
it's great just sitting down and talking. will we have such a chance anymore? i dont know. hopefully yes.
money spent today: at least $40. (this is not good.)
=D
JoC was confused at 12:22 AM
