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[ there are some things in this world you rely on, like a sure bet. and when they let you down, shifting from where you've carefully placed them, it shakes your faith, right where you stand. - "someone like you"]
Happy New Year: 2004
didnt spend new year's eve alone this year. watched school of rock before heading over to chellie's house. school of rock was nice. really. you should catch it if you havent done so. pau and chellie love the drummer. but i think i prefer the guitarist. haha.
who were with me when the year came to an end: pau, sam, irene, ws, kim, chellie, chellie's brother and sister, her mum.
as usual, kim was the pig. sleeping the longest. chellie's brother went to disturb him cuz he was too bored. and our kim was too lazy to wake up to stop him. he just let chellie's bro disturb him. think he drifted in and out of sleep.
chellie, sam, irene and ws were the scary ones. they played bridge and mahjong throughout the night. when i left, they were still playing. i couldnt have taken it. as i said before, i have very short attention span. both pau and me came up with that conclusion about ourselves yesterday. haha.
and also as usual, we made fun of sam and irene. we never seem to get sick of it. haha. and we made fun of sam and jason and kim too. OH YES! i must say i was very disgusted with someone, though he wasnt there. wonder how much of what is said is true. but really, it's such a disappointment to find out stuff like that.
oh well. i'm taking a break from packing my room. so i guess i should get back to it. me, actually spending my new year day packing my room. after 1.5 hours, it's still a mess. wth.
ada actually wished me happy new year. haha.
anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! have a nice day tomorrow. i'm sure you would enjoy yourself. guys, dont get too overwhelmed by the increased number of girls surrounding you. hee.
=)
JoC was confused at 3:48 PM
half-drunk
i'm half-drunk again. so forgive me if this entry is rubbish. i keep typing the wrong letters. sharks. only half a cup of volka and my head is swimming.
anyway, went cbox to work again today. somehow today passed extremely slowly. i kept checking the time, hoping for the time to be 11pm. mintae changed shift. monica wasnt on shift. so it was rather boring. got other people that used to be from my school, but i dont talk to them. they took chicken rice home. on the sly. lucky steven worked at the same station as me. i always take station c. i dont even bother to ask which station i'm supposed to be at. i just like it better. got lots of help from steven today, but he didnt seem irritated. that's good. to think i used to think he was not a nice guy. now, i can say he's a nice person. he was amused that i added an "-ed" to key on the paper. haha. i'm glad he got promoted to senior waiter. roger became a captain too.
aint working anymore this week. must remember to ask mintae to add my name for next next sat. the rest of the days are full. damn. i wanna save for a digital cam. think i'll use up today's pay tomorrow. i still own HL $20. lucky people still own me money. haha.
i'm damn tired. and drunk. wonder if i will have a hang over. hmm...
=S
JoC was confused at 1:08 AM
i could fall
I Could Fall
by Evan And Jaron
Nobody could hurt me like I know she could hurt me
but there's nothing in this world that I want more
Nobody could take me to the places that she takes me
Places that I've never been before
With my eyes wide open knowing full well
I could fall from heaven
I could fall from heaven
I could fall I could brake that's the chance that I take
I could fall
Look at me I'm flying, a breath away from dying
Holding on to her and letting go
As I walk across this wire above a lake of fire
And lean into the wind that starts to blow
With my eyes wide open knowing full well
I could fall from heaven
I could fall from heaven
I could fall I could brake that's the chance that I take
I could fall
Do I hide my heart? Do I lock my door?
Do I tear it out so it don't feel no more?
No, I risk it all knowing that I could fall from heaven
I could fall from heaven
I could fall
I could fall
I could fall
I could fall
Fall, fall
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JoC was confused at 12:20 AM
scary movie 3
watched it today. i think it's a super lame show. wasnt as good as i expected it to be. got nothing much to say about it. amen.
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JoC was confused at 11:31 PM
thailand
got back from thailand yesterday. it was ok. rather rush actually, and we didnt really did much shopping. actually i have lots to say, but i'm rather lazy to type them. i wrote a little of what i felt on hotel paper. and it seems stupid to repeat what i wrote. here's a little of what i already wrote but i still feel the need to blog here though. (ironic isnt it?)
i hate bargaining. it's good i get to buy things at a lower price, but i just dont like the feeling i get when i see the vendors' expression. it's really saddening. like they are desperate and comtemplating if they will earn from this sale. i always leave the bargaining to my cousin. i just cant do it.
i love the beach. the water is so blue and rather clear. when i get the photos from my cousin, i'll show you. the day at the beach was the only day i truly enjoyed. tried all the water sports available. i must say, they rock! being high up in the sky was so damn cool. riding the waverider was wonderful. bananaboat was fun, though the it was us who abandoned the boat ourself, cuz the boat refused to topple by itself. haha. the air was freaking cold though. it was so cold, it 'bit' my face. i wonder what would mum say if she realised i did all the things she asked me not to. but if i listened to her, i would really regret it. i love sitting in the speedboat too. the bumps in the waves made the ride even more fun. got tempo tatoos on my back and ankle. hee.
oh yes. i must mention how comfortable my tour bus was. i'll always feel like sleeping once the bus starts moving. and i always fell asleep too. haha. pig. and also, my tour group wasnt really a tour group. we came from different places, taking different planes to bangkok at different times. stayed a different hotel for the first night too. even when we were leaving for the same place, we took four different flights. it's truly weird. and we didnt get a flag that tour guide always use. blah.
and i realised how dumb i can be. sighz. and that i'm an idiot who just cant smile to be polite. damn it.
one more thing that's really weird and somewhat stupid. ok. it's like, we dont talk throughout the trip, save for one or two of them. but when they were leaving, it was like we were good friends. 'bye' aplenty. smiles around. shakes of hand. you wouldnt believe that we have never spoke before. the bus was strangely empty after they left though. i miss waking up and having breakfast at the hotel. waiting at the lobby for the others to arrive. taking the tourbus. me and my cousin laughing at things my aunt and uncle said. i might not have enjoyed everything. but i still had fun.
i could type more. but you wouldnt be interested anyway. so shall end here. i'll keep the memories to myself. haha. aint i selfish.
=)
JoC was confused at 11:27 PM
