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acjc funfair
today's mentoring was tiring. the mentees today are extra hyperactive. even my mentee was easily distracted and didnt really pay attention to whatever i was saying. i was very close to losing my patience.
yq says i'm scary. cuz my nick always reflect that i have alot of secrets to tell or that i have some problems. but who dont have secrets? who dont have problems?
went for acjc fun fair after that. wasnt really very fun. and the acians ah, cheat money one! one small cup of water also charge $2! wah... the haunted house thingy $10 but there's still a queue for it. it's amazing. and there's so many people there. as pau said, "everyone and anyone is here." saw many sa ppl too. most wearing saints shirts as if to make a statement. lol. kl was there too. pau and cher just melted there and then. haha. it really made their day right? anyway we went to town after that. i wanted to go check out the price of the bracelet but i couldnt find it. shall check out other outlets. really wanna know the price.
and erm, was really shocked when i received a message from a friend at 1am. was really sad for my friend. but there's nothing i can do except use words to comfort. something i know wont help but i still resort to that. cuz there's really nothing i could do. the sense of helplessness. that always fill me when a friend confide in me and i cant do anything to change things. i really wish i could help.
i received shocking news. i bet pau wont believe it. cuz i sure dont. my first reaction is "wth!". wth. what's the world coming to???
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JoC was confused at 9:57 PM
physics makes me sick
so gonna flunk physics. not that it really matters. i didnt really bother to study. if physics isnt so important for so many courses, i would drop it in an instant. sadly it is important.
today's economics Q & A was ok too. was sitting right in front of him, but lucky he didnt look at my paper. he was in a good mood i think. he even joked with us and cut down the extra lesson by 15 minutes. yay! then i went out with a few of my classmates to collect something before heading over to sun tec to see if there's anything to buy for our mortal and angel. ended up only ade and i bought something. haha.
realised that actually my class guys aint that united afterall. and it seems like i'm the last to know. sadz. things aint always what they seem. anyway, i wonder if there's anyone who dont like me in class too. hmm...
oh ya, wore new town unifrom today! borrowed it from ch. lol. mr l said it's very ugly. (-_-"!) i think it's ok. i like light blue. hee. and i got a request to wear the rv uniform. lol. i'm really wearing all the uniforms others dont wanna wear.
did i mention that mrs ng says she likes our class best? yup. mr l still say all the teachers complain against us! she said out of the three classes she teaches, we have the special ramport with each other. *grinz* my class rox! cant wait for the photos to be developed.
shall go write letters now. acjc funfair tomorrow. dont really feel like going anymore. sighz.
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*-dont ask me if there's a chance. cuz the truth is, i dont know. only time can tell.-*
JoC was confused at 8:08 PM
mean old me
he wrote today to say he is really sorry. that he was just comparing for fun and hope i would still reply. somehow i'm amused by it all. call me mean. whatever. i'm just seeking for enjoyment. at the expense of him. but seriously, i dont think it really matters to either of us. i was just pretending to be angry. lol.
but i'm not that mean. i'll reply him. just not today. got econs to study and work to do. oh yes, physics too. that i cant really be bothered.
oh and i think my mortal's great. haha.
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JoC was confused at 8:48 PM
cross country day
i cant believe that i actually ran all the way today. it's like much faster than when i do 2.4km. and i didnt faint at the end of it. haha.
L oy F att won first for both the girls and boys event! lalala... so proud of my house... haha...
then my cg went to seoul garden after cross country. it was a success, cuz like almost the whole class went. only 3 did not turn up. that's good enough already. i cant remember anytime that so many people showed up for a class gathering. we sat separately cuz tables are too small, so that's kinda sad. but i think my table was the most fun one. haha. cuz at least we talked and joked. the other tables were rather quiet. saw our senior class also.
saw my angel and mortal comparing letters. wth. spoil my fun loh. he still tell me he dont show others his letter one. told dor to msg him to say i was very angry about it. he said sorry. later, he told dor he had no appetite to eat already. but i couldnt care less. i'm mean. so what? i didnt even want to look in their direction.
went bowling after eating. my bowling really sux big time. first game: 33. second game: 48. the others were arond 70-99. but nevermind, it's just for fun. had fun anyway. spent our waiting time talking and crapping. haha.
oh. and something's freaking me out. it really doesnt pay for me to be nice. the result always back fire. someone help me!
i cant believe that i received a present too. that's so nice of them. *grinz*
countdown: 1 week 2 days =(
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JoC was confused at 6:58 PM
my "angel"
found out who my angel is today. i'm sorely disappointed. i still thought it was the super blur guy at the back of the class.
first, let me tell you how i found out. i left the letter to my angel in the pigeon hole, and was slacking at the sc. the senior class people came down to collect letters, got to mine and shouted for my angel's name. so dumb. it was then i realised my angel is the one senior i dont have a good impression of. dor asked him to change his mortal, but apparently he didnt.
why i have a bad impression of him? cuz he was the one who asked who's the chioest girl in class before the game started. (which is jm) and he really got her. tell me why is it so qiao? though later he said he gave her up cuz he's afraid he cant reach her expectations. (what crap.) so i ended up his mortal. then at the meeting, he was like searching for jm, and when he didnt see her, he asked for her. even grace dont like him. and she's his angel. lol.
oh and he is quite hao lian. he told dor that "econs no kick one. i got top for econs last year."
i shall try to pretend i'm writing to someone else then. cuz in letter, he's really quite a nice person.
found out who's aud's angel too. the seniors should really find others to put in letters for them. haha. so now jl got 2 ny angels and 1 ny mortal. such a coincidence. haha.
today could have been a day to remember. but due to my lack of guts, it's just another ordinary day. as always. depressing.
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JoC was confused at 5:58 PM
angel and mortal
we had a very brief senior-junior meeting session today. i saw my mortal. he's quite cute. lol. also look like the quiet sort. then he also looks like this actor in this very old hongkong serial that is showing on channel 48 during late nights. realised he got 2 angels too. one is me, the other is woonz. hope he replies soon.
i think what i look forward most to each day now is to receive letters from the senior class. lucky my angel is a fast "replier". cuz the other thing i always look forward to is beyond my control. it's more like a mirage.
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16/2/04
JoC was confused at 5:57 PM
scanner
finally got my scanner. almost didnt get the one i want cuz dad was complaining that i should have bought it the other day as there was a free mini-fridge free. since there's no free fridge now, he believed i shouldnt buy it. i was like, "what the crap!" cuz it's not like the fridge is damn big can. it's the really really tiny type that you can only put one can in but is worth for a ridiculous price of $169. (according to the signs there) i was damn pissed and just walked away from him. pretended to be interested in the other multi-scanners instead of the one he chose. being the nice dad, he gave in soon. so ta-ta, i got my scanner! lol. havent fixed it yet. havent gotten the time. shall save for a digital camera next.
hmm... in a pretty foul mood today. got irritated very easily. also totally ignored the lady at the food court when she tried to pass me the menu. i pretended she wasnt there. chose to look at the menu on the counter instead and then walked off without buying anything. i know that's mean. but whatever. as shu said on her blog, it's hard always smiling for people but not for youself. i'm not in the mood to entertain today. so just leave me alone.
now it's time to do stupid homework and at least read through my chemistry notes. then again, maybe i shouldnt care.
i miss the words, "bloody hell". i guess i would be using them alot very soon.
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JoC was confused at 9:42 PM
v day
wasnt as much couples in orchard as i thought there would be. wonder where they went to hide. haha. i was amused by the many people trying to sell roses along the streets. are they so hard up for money? cuz some of them were dressed like they are out to have fun, not to make money. and as expected, almost everyone brush them away.
didnt see anyone i know. that's a pity. could have made fun of them. lol.
anyway, ade messaged me while i was at coffeebean with pau. her message made me go, "AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH......... i should have gone jjc fun fair......." go figure. it isnt that hard to guess. haha. but really, she has all the luck man... i have none. oh well, i'm just a sad case.
oh yes, while pau and i went high-class window shopping again, we saw this ang mo who's not very good looking but he left an impression in us. that's cuz his eyes were very nice! they were like clear blue, piercing through you that kind. damn nice... both of us saw his eyes and were like, "wow!". i like guys with nice eyes. haha.
finally decided to open my ang baos so i'll have enough money to get a scanner. haha. i wanna get a digital camera too! but no money. sighz.
must do lots of things tomorrow. homework and study for chem test. plus watch moulin rogue! yay!
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JoC was confused at 1:14 AM
