[ everything behind me seems so insignificant / lost in my confusion ]
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[ there are some things in this world you rely on, like a sure bet. and when they let you down, shifting from where you've carefully placed them, it shakes your faith, right where you stand. - "someone like you"]
wrench a knife in will you?
le vostre parole frequentano i miei pensieri, mangianti le mie parti interne. Ogni parola che dite è come uno stab al cuore. È spurgo ma li fa persino sa? livellate la cura? le parole possono uccidere ed ora sono uccisione me.
words meant to hurt were not directed at me but i still felt the hurt nonetheless. i can only imagine what my friend who got the direct words really felt. was she putting a brave front yesterday? she said she was stressed by that incident. but that was the most she showed of her emotions.
it is really sad when you care yet you just dont know how to put into words when words are needed the most to comfort, but the person thinks you dont care at all.
if you think about it, it's actually rather disappointing if your friend thinks you dont care when you do cuz it shows how much he/she knows you. if you know me, you would know i'm not one who's good at offering words of comfort. everything's better done through non-verbal ways.
oh well, none of the people in question for this entry will be reading this.
i just hope one day you will know that just because we dont say anything don't mean we dont care at all. and i hope the other you will not be feeling too hurt.
human relations are just too complicated for words.
human feelings are just too complicated to understand.
this is just one depressing entry.
=(
*-if i dont say anything, it doesnt mean i dont care. i'm just being the silent pillar of support. please understand this. if you cant, i can only say sorry. i can only be so much.-*
JoC was confused at 5:18 PM
remembrance
nothing much to write nowadays. i guess my life isnt as interesting as before now. or maybe it had never been interesting.
anyway, now tuition is dominated by sa people! cuz i pulled grace and mg in while yq came in with his friend. so now there are eight of us! hee. yq was saying i pull a new person in each week.
next week is gonna be chaotic. we will be selling stuff for the co-op thingy for the whole week. so friends reading this, if you have friends in sa, please ask them to support me k? haha... on a serious note, i really hope we at least cover our cost price. after the last flea market thingy, i dont have any confidence in the sales.
"when great love's rejected, something inside him dies. and the only thing he can do is run away." Tad hamilton is a pretty nice show. i'm a sucker for love story.
flag day was quite horrible. enough said.
i have been wondering. i think i'm gonna miss seeing the senior class around next year. i think i will even miss seeing those familiar yet unknown faces. i like my environment to remain constant. but that only happens in an unreal world.
like the star, you are beautiful yet so far away.
i'm so gonna miss miss goh when she goes off to study. a year is long when you are living through it, short when you look back on it. i miss taking over the staff room each time we go back to visit her. that's already a thing of the past. sadz. she's really one of a kind.
so many things to miss. so many people to miss.
i miss you.
=(
JoC was confused at 7:22 PM
