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[ there are some things in this world you rely on, like a sure bet. and when they let you down, shifting from where you've carefully placed them, it shakes your faith, right where you stand. - "someone like you"]
nj band concert
was not really that good. i think sa band is better. you can say i'm biased but whatever, cuz i still think it's the truth. if it wasnt for the fact that the others were going, i would not have went. it was precious $10 down the drain. especially in these times where i need money.
anyway, today's council elections was damn funny. i was laughing almost through the whole thing. i think my house truly rocks. we are like so happening! hee.
hmmm... my mortal wrote me this really sweet postcard to thank me. i dont know exactly what or how much i had done, but i'm really glad to read it. it makes me feel appreciated, which is not what i can say for some others.
the other day i was reading through past letters and i realised i miss writing letters to my angel. his letters were always full of crap and so were damn amusing to read. receiving letters from either my angel or mortal made school that much more fun. now school is beginning to be a drag.
oh and PW really sux. my group still hasnt decided on a topic yet. our first few topics got rejected. and proposal's due on monday. wth. pw is such a waste of time. i see no use in it.
the green club competition is rather stagnant too. we havent touched it in a week. and the competition is just next next week. gotta wake up early tomorrow to do it. sighz. really duno what to do. yet mr lim has so much hope in us. hopefully he doesnt get too disappointed.
i wish i didnt have to go home so early. it would have been nice to spend the night by the river.
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JoC was confused at 1:43 AM
troy
due to the recent win in volleyball and basketball, we got half-day of school today. so i finally got time to catch TROY! it was alright. i enjoyed it. certain parts are really sad. the prince's baby is super cute too. and brad pitt, though not as good looking as years ago, still manage to charm as the warrior. the love story between helen and paris seems so extra if not for the fact that the war was sparked by that.
the show made me wonder. i think we humans are the stupidiest creatures on earth. that's why wars are started. most of the times, it seems as if the wars started from a personal feud, which then will drag in the innocent people. in troy, the war was started cuz of a man's pride and another's hunger for power. even the downfall of troy is caused by stupidity. the people really thought the enemies would build a huge horse for them before they left the country??? come on man...
plus, the king should have listened to his two sons. who said elders have more experience and should be listened to? twice the king did not listen to his sons, and see where it led him.
oh yes. something on a happier note: i grew by 2cm!!! that is if the teacher didnt measure wrongly. but let me be happy first. haha.
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JoC was confused at 11:18 PM
sighz
call it my little obsession. or call it my little distration. at least it's getting me through the day.
the co-op competition is the whole of this week. so far sales have been alright. it isnt as good as we have expected but at least we covered cost. i like selling stuff. that is if i'm in the mood.
some people in the group are not doing anything. but they are getting the participation point for PEARLS. i dont think they even feel guilty about it. i know someone sure doesnt feel bad.
i think i'm drifting away from someone. maybe he does try too hard to be perfect. if only i can let him realise that he is fine the way he is now. no one can be perfect. but there's only so much i can say.
i'm running away from people i once was glad to see. somehow it's an instant reaction to run when i see them now. nothing has happen between us, yet i dont know how this change came about.
sometimes i cant even understand the things i do. and i hate feeling this way. it makes me feel as if i cant even control myself. what a useless person.
oh yes. i guess things are alright now. i dont know if the incident is settled or simply just ignored. but things are the way they are before. at least it appears to be on the surface.
finally, i just wanna say i got another new classmate.
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JoC was confused at 6:48 PM
oh no oh no oh no
oh shit... in my quest to search for the truth, i have gotten myself caught in the middle of two friends. there are things i must keep from one side so as not to make things worse . but i'm thinking, if they know i have been keeping things from them about what i know, they will get angry with me. then i will be in deep shit.
what i said in the last entry, i still stand by it: human emotions are too complicated to understand.
i hate conflicts.
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JoC was confused at 12:52 AM
